Episode 48: Escape

For the first time ever, I understand why people do drugs to escape. To escape the pain of living. To escape their lives.

I want an escape. I need an escape. I need a rewind button to unwind this mistake. It's the worst thing I think I have ever done to someone I deeply love, not to mention another human being.

How do you choose one love over another? Should you choose one love over another? What happens when you do and you realize you may have made the biggest mistake of your life? What happens when you know you've just made a huge mistake and you know it can't be made right again?

You need to escape.

I need to escape. I need to escape. I need to escape.