Episode 23: Crap

So, today I feel even worse than before. I am this close *holds thumb and index finger 1 millimeter apart* to having a nervous breakdown. Long periods of time with my family does that to me. So, of course, I had a minor break and I snapped at him. Of course I did. Of course I snapped at him because he is the most important person in my world and I am just pathetically stupid. And now I feel like crap because I took it all out in him. *crying* I'm not sure I can do this anymore.

P.S. If you are reading this, I'm too chiken shit to say it to you, but, I'm sorry.....